TOUGH MORNING
It's tough waking up in a great mood to doubt yourself half an hour later,
It's tough watching my little Logan wander out of bed , head down and pouting sadly,
It's tough knowing that he only ever wants weetbix for breaky and then he cries about it for an hour.
It's tough that crying turns into him screaming because there's not enough milk, or it's not stirred right,
It's tough watching him quickly stirring it for 20 minutes to try to make it somehow better,
It's tough that the other kids say "it's too loud, when will he stop yelling" It's tough that I want so much to say "snap out of it",
It's tough that he just does all of a sudden like it never happened
It's tough that some days I want to fall in a heap and just cry,
It's tough and it's not fair that he got both Autism and Hirschsprungs Disease (but yet he looks so normal.)
My beautiful, kind hearted, fragile but ever so gentle Logan. "I LOVE YOU BIGGER THAN THE WORLD"
(By the way it's actually Monday morning, first morning back at school, and I've no idea why my blog says Sunday.)
10 comments:
Your blog is also really nice too. Your boys are adorable! Love the name of your last one. You have great taste in names! That's a really sweet post about your son Logan. Have a nice day. It's still Sunday here. Bobbi
Poor little guy... it"s so unfair. Must be hard on you all!! My niece has Autism & I know some days are just plan hard! but you know... she is also the sweetest young lady you'd ever meet & so full of love! Just by looking at the photos I can see the same qualities in Logan! So hang in there Kristen, you are doing an amazing job raising your boys & I take my hat off to you!!
he does look normal in every way... he's a beautiful child, kristen. i know it must be very difficult watching him deal with his autism and fragility <<<(is failure to thrive part of his hirschsprungs or does he suffer with a lot of constipation and pain???)
poor thing... i could cry with both of you and feel your frustration. i will say a prayer that tomorrow is a better day for you all:)
~dani
Awww what a sweet little boy he is. So wonderful for him that he has a Momma who truly loves him!
I can not imagine life w/4 boys. WOW....I'm speechless!
I too really enjoyed your blog. I'll have to stop by more often. Hope you have a great day. :)
Logan's gorgeous, and it is hard to imagine him having a problem because he looks edible!
Love the kitten is that 1 or 2? sorry but I had to ask, Vik had me wetting my pants telling about your cat life!
Kristen you make me laugh, your not copying with the sleep and the worry, we're obviously alike, maybe Vikki enjoys being friends with worrying insomniacs and that's why she and I have become friends...I remind her of you!! an't wait to actually meet you in person next time you come down,
Em
What lovely, lovely boys you have. How lucky they are to have a mom that appreciates all of their unique gifts.
Wonderful postings.
What a beautiful boy! Those are beautiful words to describe such heartache. You are doing a great job. Thanks for sharing.
Those are perhaps the sweetest photos with the kitten!! I said a prayer for you and Logan.
What an inspirational mum you are to face each day with all of it's challenges and still see, and stay focussed on the positives.
This made me a little teary. I know days like these. Every now and then I am over come with
helplessness. What will the future hold for our little boys? I don't know, but at least they have moms that love like no other.
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